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My Life

Ime: Mateja
Prezime: nekak na K., ko bi se toga sjećal
Datum rođenja: 27.01.1990.
Stvorena od: mame i tate - najbolji su!!!yes
Kaj slušam: pa onak... sve pomalo... no izdvajam ove: Green Day, Franz Ferdinand, Dixie Chicks, The Bangles, ABBA, LeAnn Rimes, No Doubt, Pearl Jam, The Police, U2, Garbage, Blondie, Chuck Berry, Kaiser Chiefs, Avril, PCD, Sugababes, Nelly Furtado, Timbaland, Prljavo kazalište, Gibonni... itd. no uglavnom, kužite o čemu pričam...
Kaj i koga volim: mamu, tatu, sestru, frendove, muziku, telku hmmm... ovako: One Tree Hill, O.C., Princ iz Bel-Aira, Puna kuća i nikak nesmem pozabiti crtićeee - Simpsoni, Johnny Bravo (RULES!!!), Shrek, Bubimir, Tom & Jerry, Brumsmijeh , mir, optimizam, dobre ljude, hrčke smijeh , čokoladu, sladoled, pizzu, sprite, dobro društvo, more, gitaru, jabuke, banane, vodu, hlad pod orahom, svoje crvene starke,... smijeh.... ma, gde je tome kraj? thumbup
Kaj ne volim: pesimizam, iako i mene ponekad prime, dvoličnost, laganje, pretvaranje, glumu (osim ako nije za neku predstavu yes), uvlačenje u guzicu, umišljene ljude... sve se ostalo nekak lakše podnosi...
Hobi: pjevanje, čitanje (u zadnje vrijeme sve češće), surfanje po netu mislim, vožnja biciklom - zato i imam tak dobre noge hehehe smijeh , dopisivanje, shopping, zezancija.... ležerno, sve u svemu... yes


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ako koga zanima, ovo je moj icq broj: 434-952-498

i msn: mateja.cro@hotmail.com

MySpace tu ne pišem baš takve litanije, hehe...

a za one koji ne znaju, to sam ja... igram se s frizbijem u parku... thumbup

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i s frendicom Natašom...

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a ovo je moj hrčkec maji..... smijeh

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i moja sekica Simona... headbang

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a sada... nekaj novo sretan moj drugi hrčak, mali, bijeli, s crvenim očima, albino, a zove se Oliver sretan

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MOJA ABECEDA

AMBICIOZNOST - potrebna je svakom čovjeku, bar malo
BAJKA - "gutala" sam ih ko mala, a i danas se volim prisjećati tog razdoblja
CVIJEĆE - obožavam ga, i lijepo ga primiti kao dar
ČOKOLADA - fina i prava mora biti... Milka, Dorina... nikak čokoladne table... a kaj se more... kaj se toga tiče, prilično sam zahtjevna... hehe yes
DJETINJSTVO - jedno nezaboravno razdoblje mog života
EM - a bakin mi je najbolji, od breskve....
ETIKA - predmet u školi, mislim dosta bitan za sam ljudski život
FRENDOVI - jako su mi bitni, i sretna sam kaj ih imam
GITARA - super instrument, odličan zvuk, GLAZBA - život je ljepši uz nju
HRVATSKA - moja domovina.... words are not necessary...hrvatska
ISKRENOST - osobina koju jako cijenim i nastojim je primjenjivati
JADRAN - kaj reći? naše plavo more...
KREATIVNOST - mislim da je imam dosta, ali je možda premalo koristim
LAŽ - ne volim je, i izbjegavam... sitne laži mogu proći... zujo LUBENICA njami
LJUBAV - još uvijek vjerujem da postoji prava...
MAMA - meni je jako važna, i bez obzira na sve nesuglasice, najbolja je
NERVOZA - prisutna je, nije dobra u prevelikim količinama... chill out yes
NJEŽNOST - potrebna je tu i tam svima
OSMIJEH - čim više, to bolje...
PONOS I PREDRASUDE - najbolja knjiga koju sam pročitala do sad, PJESMA - ja sam za!!! yes
RIJEČI - jako utječu na ljude, pazim kak se izražavam
SLOBODA - svaki čovjek ima pravo na nju, svijet nema granica
ŠALE - znati se šaliti, jako je dobra osobina u današnjem svijetu
TUGA - nastojim je suzbiti čim se pojavi, ali nekad nije moguće... TATA - ko i mama...
UTJEHA - dobrodošla u teškim trenucima
VODA - stvarno ne bih mogla bez nje...mouthwash
ZIMA - moje godišnje doba, volim kad ima puno snijega
ŽIVOT - samo je jedan...

...par misli koje su mi super... i živa su istina...

Ako nisi to što jesi, ne možeš biti ono što hoćeš!

Budi ono što jesi i takvu/og te svijet prihvaća!

Never forget that the most powerful force on earth is love.

Nije sretan onaj tko puno ima, sretan je onaj tko malo treba.

Nemoj reći da su stvari prolazne, jer svaki od naših trenutaka najavljuje vječnost.

Dance like no one is watching, love like you've never been hurt, sing like no one is listening, live like it's heaven on earth.

Treba znati biti i ostati čovjek!

Samo ono što činimo iz ljubavi, činimo slobodno, ma koliko patnje iz toga proizašlo... (Tagore)

Don't gain the world and lose your soul, wisdom is better than silver and gold.

Be the change you want to see! (Ghandi)

Budućnost pripada onima koji vjeruju u ljepotu svojih snova! (Eleanor Roosevelt)

The poorest man is not without a cent, but without a dream.

Ljubav je valjda jedina stvar na svijetu koju ne treba objašnjavati ni tražiti joj razlog. (M. Selimović)

Prijateljstvo se ne bira, ono biva - tko zna zbog čega, kao ljubav! (M. Selimović)

Nije sreća kad možeš činiti ono što želiš... već kad voliš ono što moraš činiti! (Sahtya Sai Baba)

Komu malo nije dovoljno, veće i ne zaslužuje!

Etika znači činiti ispravne stvari... i kad te nitko ne gleda!

Nemoj čekati da skupiš snagu! Tvoja snaga je u ovom trenutku!

Svako jučer samo je san, a svako je sutra samo vizija. No, ako dobro proživiš danas, svako jučer postaje san sreće, a svako sutra postaje vizija nade!

Voljeti znači usuditi se. (Bayard Taylor)

Ljubav se ne sastoji od zurenja jedno u drugo, nego od gledanja u istom smjeru. (Antoine de Saint-Exupery)

Ljudi kažu da činiš pogrešne stvari samo zato što ih radiš na svoj način. (Angelina Jolie)

Ne daj se zavarati nečijom "fasadom"...

Samosvjesnima se snaga vidi izdaleka, jer hodaju uspravno!

Biti zahvalan znači razmišljati više o tome što imaš i što je u tvom životu dobro, nego razmišljati o tome što ti nedostaje i što bi trebalo biti bolje...

Budi 100% u sadašnjem trenutku!

Ljudi opraštaju sve osim iskrenosti...

Sretan je onaj tko može činiti ono što voli, al' još je sretniji onaj koji voli ono što mora činiti.

Ponosi se onime što imaš, a ne onim što je više (veće, jače...) od drugoga!

Oprosti sebi što nisi savršen/a...

Jedan mali znak ljubaznosti može promijeniti nečiji život...

Sreća je stanje duha, a ne spleta okolnosti.

Lijepe cure stvorene su za dečke bez mašte.

Ljubav je vječna - dok traje... (M.Regnier)

Tri se stvari ne mogu vratiti - izgovorena riječ, odapeta strijela i propuštena prilika! (arapska narodna)

Čovjek ima ono što može dati...









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Pjesme...

* MOONLIGHT SHADOW *

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The last that ever she saw him
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
He passed on worried and warning
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Lost in a river last saturday night
Far away on the other side.
He was caught in the middle of a desperate fight
And she couldn't find how to push through

The trees that whisper in the evening
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
Sing a song of sorrow and grieving
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
All she saw was a silhouette of a gun
Far away on the other side.
He was shot six times by a man on the run
And she couldn't find how to push through

I stay
I pray
I see you in heaven far away

I stay
I pray
I see you in heaven far away

Four AM in the morning
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
I watched your vision forming
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
Star was light in a silvery night
Far away on the other side
Will you come to talk to me this night
But she couldn't find how to push through

I stay
I pray
I see you in heaven far away

I stay
I pray
I see you in heaven far away

Far away on the other side.

Caught in the middle of a hundred and five
The night was heavy but the air was alive
She couldn't find how to push through

Carried away by a moonlight shadow
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
Far away on the other side.

--- Mike Oldfield ---


* EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE *

Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I'll be watching you

O can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches with every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you

Since you've gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby please

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you

--- The Police & Sting ---


* WALKING IN MEMPHIS *

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Put on my blue suede shoes
And I boarded the plane
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain
W.C. Handy -- won't you look down over me
Yeah I got a first class ticket
But I'm as blue as a boy can be

Then I'm walking in Memphis
Walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale
Walking in Memphis
But do I really feel the way I feel

Saw the ghost of Elvis
On Union Avenue
Followed him up to the gates of Graceland
Then I watched him walk right through
Now security they did not see him
They just hovered 'round his tomb
But there's a pretty little thing
Waiting for the King
Down in the Jungle Room

(Chorus)

They've got catfish on the table
They've got gospel in the air
And Reverend Green be glad to see you
When you haven't got a prayer
But boy you've got a prayer in Memphis

Now Muriel plays piano
Every Friday at the Hollywood
And they brought me down to see her
And they asked me if I would --
Do a little number
And I sang with all my might
And she said --
"Tell me are you a Christian child?"
And I said "Ma'am I am tonight"

(Chorus)

Put on my blue suede shoes
And I boarded the plane
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain

--- Marc Cohn ---


* RUBY *

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Let it never be said,
That romance is dead,
Cause there's so little else,
Occupying my head,
There is nothing I need,
Except the function to breath,
But I'm not really fussed,
Doesn't matter to me...

Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby!
Do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya!
Know what you're doing doing to me!?
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby!

Due to lack of interest,
Tomorrow is cancelled,
Let the clocks be reset,
And the pendulums held,
Cause nothing at all,
Except the space in-between,
Finding out what you're called,
And repeating your name...

Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby!
Do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya!
Know what you're doing doing to me!?
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby!

Could it be, could it be,
That you're joking with me,
And you don't really see,
You and me...

Could it be, could it be,
That you're joking with me,
And you don't really see,
You and me...

Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby!
Do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya!
Know what you're doing doing to me!?
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby!
Do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya!
Know what you're doing doing to me!?

--- Kaiser Chiefs ---


* YOUR SONG *

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

--- Elton John ---


* HALO *

I never promised you a ray of light,
I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday,
I give you everything I have, the good, the bad.
Why do you put me on a pedestal,
I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below,
So help me down you've got it wrong, I don't belong there.

Chorus:
One thing is clear,
I wear a halo,
I wear a halo when you look at me,
But standing from here, you wouldn't say so
you wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you,
Oh oh I, I just wanna love you

I always said that I would make mistakes,
I'm only human, and that’s my saving grace,
I fall as hard as I try
So don't be blinded
See me as I really am, I have flaws and sometimes I even sin,
so pull me from that pedestal,
I don't belong there.

Chorus:
One thing is clear,
I wear a halo,
I wear a halo when you look at me,
But standing from here, you wouldn't say so
you wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you,
Oh oh I, I just wanna love you

Why you think that you know me
But In your eyes
I am something above you
It’s only in your mind
Only in your mind
I wear a
I wear a
I wear a Halo

One thing is clear,
I wear a halo,
I wear a halo when you look at me,
But standing from here, you wouldn't say so
you wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you,
Oh oh I, I just wanna love you

Haaaa ha-ha halo (x9)

--- Bethany Joy Galeotti ---


* I'M GONNA BE *

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When I wake up, well, I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who wakes up next to you
When I go out, yeah, I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you

If I get drunk, well, I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who gets drunk next to you
And if I haver, hey, I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's havering to you

But I would walk five hundred miles
And I would walk five hundred more
Just to be the man who walked a thousand miles
To fall down at your door

When I'm working, yes, I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's working hard for you
And when the money comes in for the work I do
I'll pass almost every penny on to you

When I come home, oh, I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who comes back home to you
And if I grow old, well, I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's growing old with you

But I would walk five hundred miles
And I would walk five hundred more
Just to be the man who walked a thousand miles
To fall down at your door

When I'm lonely, well, I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's lonely without you
And when I'm dreamin' well, I know I'm gonna dream
I'm gonna dream about the time when I'm with you

When I go out, well, I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you
When I come home, yes, I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who comes back home with you
I'm gonna be the man who's coming home with you

But I would walk five hundred miles
And I would walk five hundred more
Just to be the man who walked a thousand miles
To fall down at your door

And I would walk five hundred miles
And I would walk five hundred more
Just to be the man who walked a thousand miles
To fall down at your door

--- Proclaimers ---


* GOODBYE EARL *

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Mary Anne and Wanda were the best of friends
All through their high school days
Both members of the 4H Club
Both active in the FFA
After graduation Mary Anne went out lookin'
for a brand new world
Wanda looked all around this town
and all she found was Earl

Well it wasn't two weeks
after she got married that
Wanda started getting abused
She put on dark glasses and long sleeved blouses
And make-up to cover a bruise
Well she finally got the nerve to file for divorce
She let the law take it from there
But Earl walked right through that restraining order
And put her in intensive care

Right away Mary Anne flew in from Atlanta
On a red eye midnight flight

She held Wanda's hand as they
worked out a plan
And it didn't take 'em long to decide

That Earl had to die
Goodbye Earl
Those black-eyed peas
They tasted all right to me Earl
You're feelin' weak
Why don't you lay down
and sleep Earl
Ain't it dark
Wrapped up in that tarp Earl?

The cops came by to bring Earl in
They searched the house
high and low
Then they tipped their hats
and said, "thank you ladies
if you hear from him let us know"

Well the weeks went by and
Spring turned to Summer
And Summer faded into Fall
And it turns out he was a missing person
who nobody missed at all

So the girls bought some land
and a roadside stand
out on Highway 109
They sell Tennessee ham
and strawberry jam
and they don't
lose any sleep at night 'cause

Earl had to die
Goodbye Earl
We need a break
Let's go out to the lake Earl
We'll pack a lunch
And stuff you in the trunk Earl
Well is that all right
Good Let's go for a ride
Earl hey

--- Dixie Chicks ---


* DON'T LET ME DOWN *

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Laughing so hard
I got tears in my eyes
Walk in the park
Under sapphire skies

Oh, I can't believe that you're still around
Almost forgot how you let me down

Crying so deep
That I think I might die
Your mistakes I keep in the back of my mind
So hard to let go but I'm comin' round
The scars are still fragile
Don't let me down

[CHORUS:]
So don't blow it
No not a little bit
Cause now you're all mine
Don't you forget it
Don't blow it
Even a little bit
Cause now you're all mine
Don't you forget it

[Don't let me down X3]

Time after time
It's just too much to take
I've waited so long
Just to get to this place
And finally it feels like
The lost was found
You got me filled up now
Don't let me down

(Don't let me down)

[CHORUS x2]

(Don't let me down)

[CHORUS x2]

Don't let me down
Don't let me down
Don't Let Me Down

--- No Doubt ---


* I'M TOO SEXY *

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I'm too sexy for my love too sexy for my love
Love's going to leave me
I'm too sexy for my shirt too sexy for my shirt
So sexy it hurts
And I'm too sexy for Milan too sexy for Milan
New York and Japan
And I'm too sexy for your party
Too sexy for your party
No way I'm disco dancing
I'm a model you know what I mean
And I do my little turn on the catwalk
Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah
I do my little turn on the catwalk
I'm too sexy for my car too sexy for my car
Too sexy by far
And I'm too sexy for my hat
Too sexy for my hat what do you think about that
I'm a model you know what I mean
And I do my little turn on the catwalk
Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah
I shake my little touche on the catwalk
I'm too sexy for my too sexy for my too sexy for my
'Cos I'm a model you know what I mean
And I do my little turn on the catwalk
Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah
I shake my little touche on the catwalk
I'm too sexy for my cat too sexy for my cat
Poor pussy poor pussy cat
I'm too sexy for my love too sexy for my love
Love's going to leave me
And I'm too sexy for this song

--- Right Said Fred ---


* DER MOND, DER KÜHLSCHRANK UND ICH *

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Letzte Nacht hat mich der Mond gefragt,
ob ich glücklich bin.
Als ob man dazu mal kurz was sagen kann,
als ob's so einfach ist.
Ich hab' ihn ganz cool ignoriert
und die Sterne angeschaut,
aber irgendwie hat mir der Mond da schon
die Stimmung voll versaut.

Ich wollt' nur träumen und einfach so dastehen,
doch dann musste ich vor Hunger in die Küche gehen.
Da hat der Kühlschrank mich dann prompt gefragt,
ob ich glücklich bin.
Ich dachte "Mann oh Mann,
was ist denn jetzt hier los?
Jetzt fängt der Kühlschrank auch noch an,
mich zu fragen, wie's mit mir aussieht
und meinem Seelenzustand."

Dafür gibt es keine Antwort in zwei Sätzen,
da muss man viel zu viel erklären.
Das wär ja wirklich auch zu blöde,
wenn solche Sachen simpel wären.

Der Mond ist wirklich primitiv;
das hätt' ich nie von ihm gedacht.
Das kommt davon, wenn man die ganze Zeit
immer nur dasselbe macht!
Als ob der Mond sich dafür interessiert,
ob mein Leben glücklich ist.
Ich hab ihn einfach ignoriert
und sein freundliches Scheiss-Gesicht.

Denn ich habe keine Antwort in zwei Sätzen,
da muss man viel zu viel erklären.
Das wär ja wirklich auch zu blöde,
wenn solche Sachen simpel wären!

--- Die Toten Hosen ---


* THANK YOU *

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My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today,
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply
that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad,
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last
and I'm soaking through and through
Then you hand me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down,
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

--- Dido ---


* RUNNING *

Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Chorus:
Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

Repeat chorus twice

(The futureˇ­)

Repeat chorus

--- No Doubt ---


* OTHERSIDE *

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Chorus
How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don’t
I don’t believe it’s bad
Slit my throat
It’s all I ever

I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I’ve got to take it on the otherside

Centuries are what it meant to me
A cemetery where I marry the sea
Stranger things could never change my mind
I’ve got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

Chorus

Pour my life into a paper cup
The ashtray’s full and I’m spillin’ my guts
She wants to know am I still a slut
I’ve got to take it on the otherside

Scarlet starlet and she’s in my bed
A candidate for my soul mate bled
Push the trigger and pull the thread
I’ve got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

Chorus

Turn me on take me for a hard ride
Burn me out leave me on the otherside
I yell and tell it that
It’s not my friend
I tear it down I tear it down
And then it’s born again

Chorus

How long I don’t believe it’s bad
Slit my throat
It’s all I ever

--- Red Hot Chilli Peppers ---


* WHEREVER YOU WILL GO *

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So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

[Chorus:]
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

[Chorus]

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

[Chorus]

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

--- The Calling ---


* LISTEN TO YOUR HEART *

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I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes yeah
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns to dark

Listen to your heart
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide yeah
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems
The feeling of belonging to your dreams

Listen to your heart
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before.... you tell him goodbye

And there are voices that want to be heard
So much to mention but you can't find the words
The scent of magic, the beauty that's been
When love was wilder than the wind

Listen to your heart (take a listen to it)
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart (take a listen to it)
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before oh... before you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart (take a listen to it)
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart (take a listen to it)
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye

--- Roxette ---


* WRAPPED *

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I keep every tear like an ocean
For every day that my fortune
Kept me from being with you
I cradle your faith that reveals me,
Grows like a flower, then heals me
Fills me with promise anew

I carry your worn disillusion
When my pathetic confusion
Kept me from speaking the truth
I'm simply a coin in your fountain
Lost like the seconds I'm counting
Till I am closer to you

I cherish every morning that found us
With the night scattered around us
Faded and painting me blue
I carry your joy in my footsteps
Making my way to your harbor
Don't need to go any farther
You are my sun and my moon

Wrapped in your arms where it's peaceful
Back in your arms where I'm happy
I would do anything gladly
Only to see you again
Wrapped in your arms I can wander
Out to the heavens above me
Hearing you say that you love me
Back in your arms where I'm free

I keep every phrase barely spoken
That from your lips may have broken free
As you give me your love
My yearning is constant and steady
When I'm with you I'm already
Everything I can become

I cherish every morning that found us
With the night scattered around us
Faded and painting me blue
I carry your joy in my footsteps
Making my way to your harbor
Don't need to go any farther
You are my sun and my moon

Wrapped in your arms where it's peaceful
Back in your arms where I'm happy
I would do anything gladly
Only to see you again
Wrapped in your arms I can wander
Out to the heavens above me
Hearing you say that you love me
Back in your arms where I'm free
(Repeat)

--- Gloria Estefan ---


* SLEEPING IN MY CAR *

I'll tell you what I've done
I'll tell you what I'll do
Been driving all nite just to get close to you
Baby Babe - I'm moving so fast
You'd better come on.

The moon is alright
The freeway's heading south
My heart is going Boom!
There's a strange taste in my mouth
Baby Babe - I'm moving real fast
So try to hold on
Try to hold on!

Sleeping in my car - I will undress you
Sleeping in my car - I will caress you
Staying in the back seat of my car making up.

So come out tonight
I'll take you for a ride
This steamy ol' wagon
The radio is getting wild
Baby Babe - we're moving so fast
I try to hang on
Try to hang on!

Sleeping in my car - I will undress you
Sleeping in my car - I will caress you
Staying in the back seat of my car making love, oh yea!

Sleeping in my car - I will possess you
Sleeping in my car - certainly bless you
Laying in the back seat of my car making up.

The night is so pretty and so young
The night is so pretty and so youngSo very young...

Sleeping in my car - I will undress you
Sleeping in my car - I will caress you
Staying in the back seat of my car making love to you.

Sleeping in my car - I will possess you
Sleeping in my car - certainly bless you
Laying in the back seat of my car making up.

I will undress you
I will undress you.
The night is so pretty and so young.

--- Roxette ---


* HOTEL CALIFORNIA *

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On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
’this could be heaven or this could be hell’
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the hotel california
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the hotel california
Any time of year, you can find it here

Her mind is tiffany-twisted, she got the mercedes bends
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget

So I called up the captain,
’please bring me my wine’
He said, ’we haven’t had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine’
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...

Welcome to the hotel california
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
They livin’ it up at the hotel california
What a nice surprise, bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said ’we are all just prisoners here, of our own device’
And in the master’s chambers,
They gathered for the feast
The stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can’t kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
’relax,’ said the night man,
We are programmed to receive.
You can checkout any time you like,
But you can never leave!

--- The Eagles ---


* PROUD MARY *

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Y' know, every now and then
I think you might like to hear something from us
Nice and easy
But there's just one thing
You see we never ever do nothing
Nice and easy
We always do it nice and rough
So we're gonna take the beginning of this song
And do it easy
Then we're gonna do the finish rough
This is the way we do "Proud Mary"

And we're rolling, rolling, rolling on the river
Listen to the story

I left a good job in the city
Working for the man every night and day
And I never lost one minute of sleeping
Worrying 'bout the way things might have been

Big wheel keep on turning
Proud mary keep on burning
And we’re rolling, rolling
Rolling on the river

Cleaned a lot of plates in Memphis
Pumped a lot of tane down in New Orleans
But I never saw the good side of the city
Till I hitched a ride on a riverboat queen

Big wheel keep on turning
Proud mary keep on burning
And we’re rolling, rolling
Rolling on the river

If you come down to the river
I bet you gonna find some people who live
You don’t have to worry if you got no money
People on the river are happy to give

--- Tina Turner ---


* SWEET HOME ALABAMA *

Big wheels keep on turning
Carry me home to see my kin
Singing songs about the Southland
I miss Alabamy once again
And I think its a sin, yes

Well I heard mister Young sing about her
Well, I heard ole Neil put her down
Well, I hope Neil Young will remember
A Southern man don't need him around anyhow

Sweet home Alabama
Where the skies are so blue
Sweet Home Alabama
Lord, I'm coming home to you

In Birmingham they love the governor
Now we all did what we could do
Now Watergate does not bother me
Does your conscience bother you?
Tell the truth

Sweet home Alabama
Where the skies are so blue
Sweet Home Alabama
Lord, I'm coming home to you
Here I come Alabama

Now Muscle Shoals has got the Swampers
And they've been known to pick a song or two
Lord they get me off so much
They pick me up when I'm feeling blue
Now how about you?

Sweet home Alabama
Where the skies are so blue
Sweet Home Alabama
Lord, I'm coming home to you

Sweet home Alabama
Oh sweet home baby
Where the skies are so blue
And the governor's true
Sweet Home Alabama
Lordy
Lord, I'm coming home to you
Yea, yea Montgomery's got the answer

--- Lynard Skynyrd ---


* DESPERADO *

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses
You've been out ridin' fences,
for so long - now.
Ohh you're a hard one.
I know that you've got your reasons.
These things that are pleasin'you
Can hurt you somehow.

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy
She'll beat you if she's able.
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table.
But you only want the ones
That you can't get.

Desperado,
Ohhhh you aint getting no younger.
Your pain and your hunger,
They're driving you home.
And freedom, ohh freedom.
Well that's just some people talking.
Your prison is walking through this world all alone.

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine.
It's hard to tell the night time from the day.
And you're losing all your highs and lows
aint it funny how the feeling goes
away...

Desperado,
Why don't you come to your senses?
come down from your fences, open the gate.
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you.
You better let somebody love you.
(let sombody love you)
You better let somebody love you...ohhh..hooo
before it's too..oooo.. late.

--- The Eagles ---


* JESSICA *

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The way you see, if I move the t.v.
she looks so good, and she's not make believe
She's black, and white, and Sin City
C'mon now honey, just do it for me
She's good, she's bad, everything I need
I need you here now to put me to sleep
Into the blue, we touch so deep
I'm hoping that one day you will

Walk with me, let's walk into the night
Jessica, come home with me tonight
Superstar, you mean so much to me,
To me,
I'm never giving up

Let's fight, tonight you're my dark angel
Let's go, and run 'til we trip and we fall
So take, the sky, 'coz the world's too small
Let's follow you with the fantastic
For the first time I kept staring down across the floor
Now walk with me tonight

Walk with me, let's walk into the night
Jessica, come home with me tonight
Superstar, you mean so much to me,
To me,
I'm never giving up

*Instrumental*

I'm never giving up

Walk with me, let's walk into the night
Jessica, come home with me tonight
Superstar, you mean so much to me,
To me,
I'm never giving up
Walk with me, let's walk into the night
Jessica, come home with me tonight
Superstar, you mean so much to me,
Walk with me, let's walk into the night
Jessica, come home with me tonight
Superstar, you mean so much to me,
To me...

--- Elliot Minor ---


* FAR AWAY*

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

--- Nickelback ---


* WHEN THE STARS GO BLUE *

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Dancing where the stars go blue
Dancing where the evening fell
Dancing in my wooden shoes
In a wedding gown

Dancing out on seventh street
Dancing through the underground
Dancing little marionette
Are you happy now, yeah

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue
ooooooo

Laughing with your pretty mouth
(laughing with your pretty mouth)
Laughing with your broken eyes
(laughing with your broken eyes)
Laughing with your lover's tongue
In a lullaby, yeah

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you, yeah yeah

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you, follow you, follow you, yeah yeah
When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when the stars go blue

--- Tyler Hilton & Bethany Joy Lenz ---


* A THOUSAND MILES *

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Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

--- Vanessa Carlton ---


* ALL GOOD THINGS (COME TO AN END) *

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Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

[Chorus:]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

--- Nelly Furtado ---


* I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING *

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
the sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing

--- Aerosmith ---


* BEVERLY HILLS *

Where I come from isn't all that great
My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me

I didn't go to boarding schools
Preppy girls never looked at me
Why should they I ain't nobody
Got nothing in my pocket

[Chorus]
Beverly Hills - That's where I want to be! (Gimme Gimme)
Living in Beverly Hills...
Beverly Hills - Rolling like a celebrity! (Gimme Gimme)
Living in Beverly Hills...

Look at all those movie stars
They're all so beautiful and clean
When the housemaids scrub the floors
They get the spaces in between

I wanna live a life like that
I wanna be just like a king
Take my picture by the pool
Cause I'm the next big thing!

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
The truth is...I don't stand a chance
Its something that you're born into...
And I just don't belong...

No I don't - I'm just a no class, beat down fool
And I will always be that way
I might as well enjoy my life
And watch the stars play

[Chorus]

--- Weezer ---


* ANYTHING YOU WANT *

Every time I look into your lovely eyes,
I see a love that money just can't buy.
One look from you, I drift away.
I pray that you are here to stay.

Anything you want, you got it.
Anything you need, you got it.
Anything at all, you got it.
Baby!

Every time I hold you I begin to understand,
Everything about you tells me I'm your man.
I live my life to be with you.
No one can do the things you do.
Anything you want, you got it.
Anything you need, you got it.
Anything at all, you got it.
Baby!
Anything you want
Anything you need
Anything at all

I'm glad to give my love to you.
I know you feel the way I do.
Anything you want, you got it.
Anything you need, you got it.
Anything at all, you got it.
Baby!
Anything you want, you got it
Anything you need, you got it
Anything at all, you got it
Baby
Anything at all
Baby
You got it

--- Roy Orbison ---


* BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY *

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

--- Fergie ---


* GIVE IT TO ME *

Is it going, is it going, is it going, is it going?
I don't know what you're looking for

[Nelly Furtado:]
I'm the type of girl that'll look you dead in the eye (eye)
I'm real as it comes if you don't know why I'm fly-y-y-y-y
Seen ya try to switch it up, but girl you ain't that dope
I'm a wonder woman, let me go get my rope
I'm a supermodel and mami, sí mami
Amnesty international got Bangkok to Montauk on lock
Love my ass and my abs in the video for "Promiscuous"
My style is ridi-di-di-diculous-culous-culous

[chorus: Nelly Furtado]
If you see us in the club, we'll be acting real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watching all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me
Wanna see you work your body
So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me

[Timbaland:]
When timbo is in the party everbody put up their hands
I get a half a mill for my beats, you get a couple gra-a-and
Never gonna see the day that I ain't got the upper hand
I'm respected from californ-i-a way down to japan
I'ma real producer and you just a piano man
Your songs don't top the charts, I heard em, I'm not a fa-a-an
Niggas talkin' greasy, I'm the one that gave them their chance
Somebody need to tell 'em that they can't do it like I can

[chorus: Nelly Furtado]
If you see us in the club, we'll be acting real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watching all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me
Wanna see you work your body
So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me

[Justin Timberlake:]
Could you speak up and stop mum-mumbling
I don't think you came in clear
When you're sittin' on the top, it's hard to hear you from way up here
Now I saw you tryna act cute on tv just let me clear the air
We missed you on the charts last week
Damn that's right, you wasn't there
Now, if "S-sexy" never left, then why's everybody on my shi-i-it?
Don't hate on me just because you didn't come up with it
So if you see us in the club, go on and walk the other way
'Cuz our run would never be over, not at least until we say

[chorus: Nelly Furtado] [3x]
If you see us in the club, we'll be acting real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watching all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me
Wanna see you work your body
So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me

--- Nelly Furtado feat. Justin Timberlake and Timbaland ---


* DO YOU KNOW *

Do you know?
Do you know?


Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?


If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don’t talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
There's a question: Is she needed?
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did
I could never see us ending like this.

(Do you know?)

Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never ever happened to me.

(Do you know?)

But after this episode I don’t see
You could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know how it feels?)
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know how it feels?)

(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)

--- Enrique Iglesias ---





























subota, 12.01.2008.

No inspiration...

zato bum rešila ovu štafetu... zujo

x...Zagrljaj ili poljubac...x - zagrljaj
x...Pepsi ili Cola...x - meni je to isto smijeh
x...Čokolada ili vanilija?...x - čokolada
x...Lover ili fighter?...x - kaj to? smijeh
x...Prijatelji ili obitelj?...x - tough question... oboje je bitno...
x...Ljubav ili novac?...x - koja pitanja... naravno da je ljubav bitna, ali ni bez novca se nebre... težak je život danas...
x...Slušati nekoga ili govoriti?...x - volim govoriti puno, puno... sretan ali mislim i da dobro slušam...
x...Osobnost ili izgled?...x - bitnija je osobnost, ali uvijek prvo zamjećujemo izgled...
x...Boja očiju...x - smeđe
x...Boja kose...x - smeđa
x...Kraća ili duža?...x - duža
x...Visina?..x - oko 165 cm, možda malo više
x...Piercing ili tatoo?...x - nikaj
x...Hot ili cute?...x - cute
x...Naj frend/frendica...x - više ljudi mi je super, nebrem nekoga sad izdvajati
x...Tko je najglasniji?...x - de točno? u smijehu - ja rofl
x...Tko je sramežljiv?...x - opet ja, ali polako to pobjeđujem... znam i neke jaaaako sramežljive osobe, meni bliske...
x...Jesi li zaljubljena?...x - nisam
x...Vjeruješ li u ljubav na 1. pogled?...x - ne znam, vjerojatno je moguća
x...Bi li izašla s nekim samo radi novca?...x - ne
Tko je zadnja osoba:
- Koju si poljubila? - mamu za rođendan
- Koju si zagrlila? - ne sjećam se...
- Ti je rekla da te voli? - joj...
- S kojom si razgovarala na tel.? - Simona (friend)
- Na koju si vikala? - opet Simona, ali sestra...
- Koja ti je slomila srce? - nitko
- Koja ti je rekla da te mrzi? - sestra (pa nije ozbiljno mislila...)
x...Uzimaš drogu?...x - ne
x...Piješ?...x - ne
x...Želiš li se udati?...x - jednog dana...
x...Želiš li imati djecu?...x - jednog dana...
x...Vjeruješ li u sebe?...x - nekad da, nekad ne previše
x...Koji si zadnji film gledala u kinu?...x - neku komediju, ne sjećam se više...
x...Možeš li podnijeti istinu?...x - mogu
x...Najveća slabost?...x - filozofija, hehe
x...Najveći strah?...x - joj, ne znam...
x...Javiš li se na broj koji ne poznaš?...x - ak ne prestane zvoniti prije...
x...Slažeš li se s roditeljima?...x - ono... li-la... ali nije mi tak grdo, hehe...
x...Stvari za kojima žališ u prošlosti?...x - ma, nije bitno... sad se tome smijem...

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What to say...

nova godina je prošla... polako se vraćamo u rutinu... u svakodnevicu...
počinju rana buđenja...
odlasci u školu...
na posao...
s tim dolaze i naše svakodnevne brige, problemi...
ali i radosti, veselja...
čeka nas puno novih odluka, novih događaja...
mene svakak da...
ali nisam tip osobe koja na početku godine donosi odluke tipa: "počinjem ovo, prestajem s tim..."
mnoge su odluke jako bitne...
a i kaj mi znači donijeti neku odluku na početku godine, ako znam da se toga nebum pridržavala?
neki si na taj način osiguravaju sigurnost...
bolje mi je dok pred sobom imam nekaj o čemu treba odlučiti, nekaj o čemu znam kaj je...
iako je vrlo često teško donositi neke odluke, to je neizbježno...
i zato, iako već sad znam kaj me sve čeka ove godine, tim se ne zamaram...
bar ne još...
bude vremena...
a do onda mogu planirati, razmišljati i tak bude moja odluka možda još bolja...
npr. fakultet: pitaju me "kam peš dalje?"
a kad im odgovorim da ne znam, pomalo su začuđeni i nebreju vjerovati...
"joj, pa trebala bi znati..." - to su njihovi komentari
srećom, to nije moja uža obitelj, nego samo poznanici, kolege i rodbina
hvala bogu, moji me puštaju na miru...
kad ih pitam za savjet, daju mi ga...
ali me nipošto ne požuruju, ili prisiljavaju da odlučim na brzinu...
jednom bude došel tren kad budem morala znati, i to skoro...
i do onda budem znala...
dajte mi sad mira s tim...
još se osjećam poput djeteta koje mora odrasti na brzinu, a da ga se ne pita da li to želi...
i znam da svako životno doma nosi svoje čari, sve ja to znam...
ali ponekad nije jednostavno to primijeniti na sebe...
u tome se ponekad poistovjećujem s Petrom Panom...
vrijeme ide, ne staje...
kaj je trebalo biti, bilo je...
kaj treba biti, bude...
al ne treba se unaprijed mučiti i zadavati si brige bezveze...
naravno da ne treba sve prihvaćati nonšalantno, ali malo relaksacije nikome ne škodi...

SO, WHAT TO SAY?

YESTERDAY IS FOR MEMORIES, TOMORROW IS FOR DREAMS, BUT TODAY IS A GIFT - THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED PRESENT...

(iako planiranje i sanjarenje nikome ne škodi, hehe...)

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Tolko od mene, za sad...
bit će još toga...
jednom prilikom...
kad budem imala nekaj pametnoga za reći... zujo
a do onda...
pozzzz wavewavewave

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utorak, 25.12.2007.

Božić nam dolazi...

Snijeg svud pada, zvona zvone, srca mlada vesele se, to je vrijeme ljubavi i mira, sretan Božić svakome!!!

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...svakome poznati stihovi, a i istiniti su... bar kaj se tiče bijelog Božića, hehe... šalim se... nadam se da je svakome tak... vjerojatno nije... u takvim trenucima sam zaista sretna... jer mi je obitelj zdrava i na okupu... nemaju svi tu sreću...
iako često puta budem ljuta na njih, iako me živciraju puno puta, na kraju krajeva, pa kaj bih ja bez njih???
a sad kad je božićno vrijeme, vrijeme opraštanja, vrijeme ljubavi i mira, sve ono loše se zaboravi...

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ne znam kaj da više velim...
ne može se riječima opisati...

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Božić treba doživjeti!!!

i još ovo...
bilo bi lijepo da se ljudi bar pretvaraju da je svaki dan Božić, možda bi nam bilo ljepše... ali živim u nadi... i dalje...

pozdrav





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petak, 16.11.2007.

Čudno? Nisam sigurna... eek BITI I OSTATI SVOJ!

Sve više počinjem biti svjesna nekih stvari... koje proživljavam svaki dan...
ali sad su doprijele do mene, i počinjem ih kužiti, makar ne kužim zakaj je tak...
kaj hoću reći? KUŽIM da se događaju i svjesna sam njihovog postojanja, ali mi NIJE JASNO zakaj se događaju, jer su meni totalno nepojmljive...
i pitam se često kam to vodi... i zakaj to?
a kaj podrazumijevam pod TO?
ovak...
desilo se na konkretnom primjeru, ali se more primijeniti općenito...
pa da počnem...
očito da je danas normalnije videti nekoga kak pije i puši u javnosti, nego kak se lopta...
da, lopta - s lepom rozom loptom s pikačima...
naime, kupili smo si tu loptu i sad se igramo s njom po školi... a nekad nas prate čudni pogledi...
a u drugom slučaju... oni koji puše u školskom dvorištu, po wc-ima... ili se opijaju izvan škole - drugima je to "normalno"...
pitanje je: zakaj?
pa to je opasno, i neugodno, dok je loptanje zabavno...i ne šteti nikome...
e, to je ono kaj je meni čudno...
kak nekome more ne biti čudnije to kaj neko puši il pije od loptanja?
nije mi jasno...
i često nam govore kak smo djetinjaste...
a oni se drže ozbiljnima... pokušavaju biti... a možda i jesu... kaj je zapravo žalosno...
mislim si ovak: pa zakaj da budem već sad ozbiljna, kad imam još puno toga pred sobom? tek sam počela živeti recimo...
a ni ne da mi se biti ozbiljna... ima vremena za to...
hoću iskoristiti čim više vremena za smijeh, zabavu, dobro raspoloženje...
nije mi drago dok vidim sve više mladih, natmurenih i depresivnih lica...
i radije vidim nekoga s lopticom nego s flašom pive u ruci ili cigaretom...
kam je nestal smeh? veselje?
ne velim da ga nema, ali ga ima sve manje...
svi se trude biti ozbiljni... odrasli...
ja ne želim...
ostati zauvijek mlad - to mi je cilj... mlad srcem...
bude vremena i za ozbiljnost...
i zato ne smatram da je čudno loptati se, ili općenito iskakati iz većine, ako se osjećaš dobro u vlastitoj koži...
zapravo je čudnije ono kaj većina smatra pod normalno...

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u današnjem svijetu pod normalno smatramo pušenje, pijančevanje i nije nam više čudno kad vidimo nekoga u takvom stanju...
ali kad vidimo nekoga ko dela nekaj kaj nije svakidašnje, onda odma imamo predrasude o tome...

ah, to je tak...
ne znam dal se bude promijenilo...
mogu se samo nadati...
a i u slučaju da se ne promijeni, nema veze...
bitno je imati svoj stav i ne odustati od njega, čak ni nakon čudnih pogleda...
čak ni nakon mnogih riječi koje su protiv toga...
biti svoj...
i ostati takvim! TO JE POANTA!

možda ste skužili o čemu govorim...
možda niste...
nema veze...
bitno je da postoji uopće svijest u nečem takvom...
iako je možda prekasno za promjenu...
i da me nebi krivo shvatili... neću nikome soliti pamet kaj se tiče pijenja i pušenja, samo me zanima u kakvom mi to svijetu živimo kad je otrov postal normalniji od igre?
nije mi jasno...
možda postoji nada...
možda je sve već otišlo predaleko...
ali...
DUM SPIRO, SPERO!

P.S.
Ovaj post nije namijenjen nikome posebno, iako sam kod pisanja u glavi imala neke osobe koje su me na to potaknule, ali post je općesmisleni... dakle, za sve i svima...
pozzzzz wave


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utorak, 06.11.2007.

Smijeh, smijeh, NAJbolji lijek!!! Kaj nije tak? smijeh

sretan ovo je relativno mirna vrsta smijeha...
smijeh nešto žešći smijeh...
kakav god da je, zdrav je i treba ga čim više upotrebljavati...
znam to...
iz iskustva...yes

no, da počnem ispočetka...
počelo je to jednog divnog dana... ni sama ne znam kojeg... glavno da je bil...
ipak, od samog početka svog života nisam bila neka smješkica...
da, smijala sam se kad je to trebalo, ali mnogo sam se i durila, bila plačljiva i cendrala često bez razloga...
ali, bila sam mala... nisam shvaćala neke stvari...
malo-pomalo, još u nižim razredima osnovne škole, smijeh me počeo sve više primati...
nije bilo tako često suznih očiju i nadurene face... samo malo... sretan
kroz godine se to sve više razvijalo, pa sam na kraju osnovne škole bila često nasmijana... jako često...
ipak, nisam se posve u tome snalazila...
imala sam jedan, ako se to može tako nazvati, "nedostatak"...
sramežljivost... jako velika... prevelika...
ponekad sam zbog toga bila lošije volje, jer nisam učinila neke stvari koje sam htjela...
ali, kaj sam mogla? živela sam s tim... i nisam nikaj poduzimala...
a onda je došla srednja škola...
mislila, sam neki veliki bauk, nekaj strašno...
prvih dana u novoj sam školi, iliti gimnaziji, promatrala ljude oko sebe, i začas se počela družiti...
no, sram nije nestajao...
u 1. razredu srednje škole još sam bila povučena...
ali stvari se mijenjaju...
pa tak i ovo...
u 2. sam se malo više oslobodila, a 3. je bio nastavak toga, samo malo poboljšani...
kao što znate, na kraju 3. razreda ide se na maturalac...
mi nismo, zbog požara koji su bjesnjeli Grčkom...
pa smo malo to odgodili... tak da smo na maturalac krenuli sredinom 9. mjeseca, tj. u 4. razredu...
mislim da se to ne događa tak često... sretan
taj je maturalac bil točka preokreta...
tam sam se tolko oslobodila svojih možda čudnih, nerazumljivih i pomalo glupih i besmislenih strahova, da ni sama nisam mogla vjerovati...
ne znam kaj je bil povod tome...
možda to kaj smo svi 4. razredi na okupu bili, kaj smo se družili više nego inače, i radili svakakve ludorije...
no, o tom potom...zubo
kad smo se vratili u školu, nekak mi je bilo lakše...
no, kaj je bitno?
nemam više tolko nepotrebnog srama... malo ga imam, ali taj je koristan...
i drago mi je da je ostal... yes
no, možda sam ipak malo skrenula s teme... ili nisam?
jer taj je smijeh povezan sa svim tim...
popravlja raspoloženje, svaki dan se budim s veseljem kaj idem u školu, makar taj dan možda i nije najsretniji kaj se predmeta tiče, sretna sam dok vidim nekoga ko mi znači nekaj, dok mi se neko osmjehne, topao pogled, ali i ludi smeh, ludiranje, glupiranje, smijanje bez prestanka....
sve me to čini sretnom...
i zato se smijem non-stop...
iako se to nekim čini kao da sam neozbiljna i takve spike... ne brine me previše...
jer zakaj da se sekiram i mučim s nepotrebnim stvarima?
nema smisla...
možda se mnogi plaše mojeg smeha... koji, priznajem, nije normalan, često... ali nije me briga...
iskren je i iako se davim u njemu često, odgovara mi...
volim se smijati...
i meni bliske osobe to znaju, a mislim da se to čuje nadaleko...
i malo mi za smeh treba... jako malo... kaj ne? nek se javi kome je to jasno...
party
evo, malo mojeg pozitivnog razmišljanja...
kojeg ima jaaaaaako puno...
mislim, vlovi i mene depra, i meni je nekad krivi dan, ali ne dam seeee...
uvijek pokušavam nekaj napraviti... nekaj pozitivno...
neću biti tmurna i bezvoljna...
imam energije...
puno...
pa tak i trebaaa...thumbup
ide mi dobro za sad...

P.S.
Ispričavam se svima koji su zbog mojih zvukova prilikom smijanja oglušili ili skoro oglušili, koji mi govore da se smirim, a nebrem... ljudi, shvatite... nije moguće... moram se smijati... moram biti vesela... zakaj? jer hoću...

evo ga... tolko o tome...
ima još...
ali opet nebrem sve te emocije sim prenesti... sretan
i za kraj još samo ovo:
smijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijehsmijeh

DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY!!! wavewavewave

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četvrtak, 01.11.2007.

Svi sveti

1.11. - Svi sveti...
a kaj je to uopće?
mnogi to pamte kao dan kad nema nastave... a zapravo je nešto mnogo dublje...

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evo malo stručnog dijela o Svim svetima...

Svi sveti (također Sisveti ili Sisvete; lat. Sollemnitas Omnium Sanctorum) svetkovina je u Rimokatoličkoj Crkvi, a njome se slave svi sveci, kako oni koji su već kanonizirani, tako i oni koji to još nisu. Slavi se 1. studenog. U pravoslavnim crkvama ovaj se blagdan slavi prve nedjelje po Duhovima, te označuje završetak uskrsnoga dijela liturgijske godine.

POVIJEST
Spomen mučenika, zajednički različitim crkvama, počeo se slaviti od 4. stoljeća. Prvi tragovi općeg slavlja svih svetih zabilježeni su najprije u Antiohiji i to upravo u nedjelju nakon Duhova. Ovaj običaj naveden je i u 74. homiliji svetog Ivana Zlatoustog (407.) te se do danas zadržao u istočnim pravoslavnim crkvama.
Papa Grgur III. (731. - 741.) premjestio je ovaj blagdan na 1. studenoga kako bi se poklopio s drevnim keltskim blagdanom »Samhain« koji je označavao Novu godinu. Na taj je način odgovorio na zahtjeve irskih monaha.
Papa je stoga izabrao 1. studenoga kao datum godišnjice posvete jedne kapele u bazilici sv. Petra relikvijama »svetih apostola i svih svetih, mučenika i ispovjednika, i svih savršenih pravednika koji počivaju u miru po čitavome svijetu.« U vrijeme Karla Velikog blagdan je već bio izuzetno proširen, a kralj Luj Pobožni proglasio ga je 835. zapovjedanim blagdanom. Proglas o tome izdan je »na zahtjev pape Grgura IV. uz pristajanje svih biskupa.«

DANAS
U kalendaru Katoličke Crkve, Svi sveti označeni su kao svetkovina, a ujedno su i neradni dan u Republici Hrvatskoj. Među narodom obično se ovaj blagdan povezuje s obilaskom groblja i uređivanjem grobova, pa tako i spomenom na mrtve. Ipak, u Crkvi se Spomen svih vjernih mrtvih ili Dušni dan obilježava dan kasnije, 2. studenog.
Osim u Katoličkoj Crkvi, ovaj se blagdan obilježava i u Engleskoj Crkvi, kao i u mnogim evangeličkim crkvama, premda je ondje primio različite oblike, ovisno o dotičnoj Crkvi.

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iako se možda čini dosadno... tj. mnogima je... mislim, da vrijedi posvetiti malo prostora i tom prazniku...

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a kakav je moj doživljaj???
...pa, iskreno...
ne utječe jako na mene...
taj dan hodam grobljima i posjećujem grobove najmilijih - poznatih ili ne... neki su umrli i prije nego što sam ih uspjela upoznati... ali svejedno osjećam nešto za njih...
i mislim da taj jedan dan zapravo ne znači mnogo... ima jednu određenu vrijednost, ali vrjednije je da se osoba sjećam svaki dan... a ne samo taj jedan...
jer što su to grobovi ukrašeni raznim cvjetnim aranžmanima? mnogobrojnim svijećama i lampašima? za neke oni samo predstavljaju ukras... samo se žele što bolje istaknuti... ne znaju pravo značenje blagdana...
jer taj blagdan nije samo jedan dan... samo jedan trenutak, u kojem odemo na groblje, ostavimo cvijeće i svijeće, malo se pomolimo i odemo... ne... to nije to...
istinska ljubav živi u nama svaki dan... s njome se budimo, i odlazimo na spavanje... sjećamo se svaki dan... osoba... trenutaka... i nastojimo ih zadržati u sjećanju što dulje... trudimo se...
da ne duljim - službeno obilježavanje tog dana možda je 1.11. svake godine, ali kao što sam istaknula na početku, nešto mnogo dublje za one koji vjeruju i istinski vole osobu koje više nema među živima, koja je u nekom drugom svijetu... to je pravo...







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petak, 26.10.2007.

Riječi, riječi...

...toliko toga njima se može reći... i dobro... i zlo... i lijepo... i ružno... i veselo... i tužno... da se zamisliš...
ima tak puno riječi... bezbroj... a opet, samo je jedna dovoljna da nekoga ili uzdigne u nebesa, razveseli, ili povrijedi, rastuži, prizemlji... samo jedna riječ je dovoljna...samo JEDNA! i samo jedan trenutak... koji može sve promijeniti...
mislim da se o tome nema kaj puno filozofirati... svi smo se bar jednom našli u takvoj situaciji... a mnogi i više...
samo, postoji bitna razlika... neki put nas takve situacije, ako su loše, ružne znaju više brinuti i doprijeti do nas, nego neki drugi put... ista je stvar i s onim ljepšima... a dosta toga ovisi i o našem raspoloženju i o tome kakve smo volje u određenom trenutku...
ipak, lakše je s lijepim stvarima i događajima...
zato se budem malo zadržala na onim lošijim... riječima...
često puta nam neke riječi izlete, a ne mislimo ozbiljno... i poslije nam bude žal... u većini slučajeva se to može popraviti, ako nam je iskreno žal i zatražimo ispriku... no, ponekad smo malčice sebični i ne možemo pregaziti svoj ponos... i često nam je žal zbog toga... no, u onom početnom trenutku nismo svjesni toga... ili zbog ljutnje i srdžbe, ili možda jednostavno ne želimo vidjeti neke očite stvari...
a neki put nam se zalomi da velimo kaj stvarno mislimo, ali poslije nam je žal... i nakon nekog vremena nam ta osoba postane opet dobra, al i dalje mislimo o njoj ono što i prije... joj, to je preteško za moje sive stanice... kad bih počela o tome, ne bih mogla stati...
i da ne duljim previše, da mi ne izgleda svaki post ko novinski članak, idem pisati nekaj pametno i kratko...
ovak... jedna pjesma, vjerujem poznata vama... možda ne... nema veze, svejedno pročitajte... obratite pažnju na smisao riječi...

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HURT

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you


--- Christina Aguilera ---


i još jedna s istim naslovom, ali drugi izvođač...


HURT

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way


--- Johnny Cash ---

i još par mojih razmišljanja:

Riječi su snažne... one su kao vatra koja peče, kao voda koja gazi, kao ledenjak što se topi... prolazne su... odlaze i dolaze... ponavljaju se, ali i nastaju nove... i lijepe, i ružne... postoje... tu su, kraj nas... ne možemo pobjeći od njih... koliko god mi to ponekad željeli...
Riječi...
ah, riječi...
ponekad previše, često premalo...
ali ima ih
i vrijeme je - da se učini prava stvar...
...da se kaže što je potrebno... ne vrijedi biti tiho, jer ponekad zbog tišine propuštamo mnoge stvari...
...da se prešuti nepotrebno... vrijedi ponekad biti tiho, da se ne povrijede ljudi do kojih nam je stalo...
...i uvijek imati na umu - mi smo ti koji baratamo njima... koji odlučujemo kakve će biti posljedice naših riječi...

NO...
nije moguće uvijek... zato postoji divan riječ : OPROSTI... čarobna je... treba je znati iskoristiti...

evo, malo o tome... svaki zna kak mu je... pa treba uspjeti u jednoj stvari - napredak... vlastiti napredak... vlastito sazrijevanje... a i riječi će tu naći negdje svoje mjesto...

i jedna misao:
"Words are very powerful. Words can hurt or heal, build up or tear down, comfort or curse."

i još nekaj:

The Words Of Hurt
(by Johnny Wheeler)

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What love I built with loving words
I quickly tore apart
Like daggers they have pierced your soul
And hurt your loving heart

In anger I lashed out at you
It wasn't my intent
What others say, and what they do
Has caused this awful bent

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My soul is kind, I think you know
The sorrow that I feel
I hurt your heart, there's no excuse
I hope that it can heal

I speak with words so tenderly
But now I look the fool
Words that can inspire love
I used as hurtful tools

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You may forgive, and might forget
Because you're kind at heart
But hurting you just haunts me so
Your heart I've torn apart

I'm sorry, please just understand
It tears me up inside
That I would say such words to you
To try to hurt your pride

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They say time heals, I hope it's true
My fondest wish to be
That you'll one day forgive my words
And go on loving me

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tolko od mene o tome za sad... možda se još nečega sjetim, pa napišem... a do onda svima veliki pozdrav wave





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četvrtak, 11.10.2007.

Maske padaju...

Iako nisu maškare, ni maskenbal, ni ikaj tome slično, takve se stvari ipak događaju... svakodnevno, one su tu kraj nas, a ponekad ih možda nismo ni svjesni... nekad se samo dogode, iz vedra neba, a uzrok nam često nije poznat... nekad je... mnogo puta i je... a zakaj se to događa? hmm... možda jer godinama postajemo zreliji, pametniji i uviđamo neke stvari koje prije nismo... tak je bar kod mene... i iako nije ugodno kad se to dogodi, iako bismo ponekad radije živjeli u drugom vremenu i prostoru, to nije moguće... zato nema smisla željeti nešto nemoguće, i željeti pobjeći iz vlastite kože... stvarno nema... bar meni ne... često puta mi nije ugodno u nekim situacijama, ali kad malo bolje razmislim, shvatim da se svaka situacija događa iz nekog određenog razloga, koji meni možda u tom trenutku nije jasan, ali postaje nakon nekog vremena... i kad malo bolje promislim, svaki događaj ima svoju svrhu, i možda je baš tak moralo biti.... u svakom slučaju, kad se nešto dogodi, taj je događaj prošlost, bliža ili dalja, i ne može se vratiti natrag i promijeniti... zato nam je to smjernica za dalje... ipak, koliko god mi se neke situacije i nekaj ne sviđa, a događalo se ili se događa u mom životu, mislim da tak treba biti, i da me netko pita, nikaj ne bih mijenjala... i meni je nekad teško za shvatiti to, ali ne odustajem... i još prije nekog vremena sam si postavljala pitanja poput: "dal se moram mijenjati samo zato jer nekome moje ponašanje ne odgovara?" "vrijedi li pokušavati postati netko tko nisam?" "trebam li slijediti druge ili su ipak moje želje i stavovi bitniji?" i slično tome... mnogo puta lakše je odabrati put kojim ide većina... za krčenje i ostvarivanje vlastitog puta potrebna je hrabrost... često biram onaj drugi put - ne zato jer izigravam neku veliku hrabricu ili jer se želim pohvaliti s tim da sam uvijek dosljedna sama sebi, već zato jer osjećam da je taj put pravi... a kaj je s onim - drugi buju mislili čudno o tebi, ispala buš iz kruga...?? kojeg kruga? o čem vi pričate... zadovoljna sam svojim životom... imam svoj put, neki moralni cilj... i živim život onak kak ja hoću, a ne kak bude mi netko nametnul... i možda se ovo čini kao skretanje s teme sadržane u naslovu, ali nije... ovo je napisano s razlogom... sve ima svoj razlog, pa i posljedice... i da konačno zaključim ovu priču, i ovo moje razmišljanje... evo, jedan konkretan primjer: prijatelji... ima jedna izreka: "Najbolji je prijatelj poput djeteline s četiri lista, treba velika sreća da se pronađe." ... neki ljude cijeli život žive s uvjerenjem da imaju prave prijatelje i ne uviđaju neke očite stvari... neki pravovremeno shvate kad je vrijeme da se neki kontakti prekinu... iz iskustva možda, a možda nakon dugih godina shvate da ta osoba nije prava za njih i da ne žele više tako intenzivno druženje... ono što je bitno to je shvaćanje... i treba činiti ono što misliš da je najbolje za tebe... ako to znači ne družiti se s nekim ljudima, ili slijediti sebe u tom krugu lažnih osmijeha i ukorijenjenih maski, smatram da se treba izboriti za sebe... jer bitno je kak se osjeća svaki pojedinac... bitno mi je kak se osjećam ja... važno je i kako se osjećaju drugi ljudi pored mene, nastojim da to bude ugodno... nekad je to jednostavno nemoguće... nekad je previše i za mene... i zato ovaj naslov... maske padaju... ljudi su oni koji imaju pravo na pogreške, jer nitko nije savršen, niti se ne očekuje od njega da bude... ali važno je biti ono što jesmo! važno je imati vlastito JA! i ponosim se onim što jesam, jer to sam uistinu ja, a ne netko drugi... i još za kraj: "Bolje da me mrze zbog onoga što jesam, nego da me vole zbog nečega što nisam!" pozdrav ljudovi svima... sretan

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subota, 29.09.2007.

Ja sas

Evo i mene.... došla nakon tjedan dana... sve mi je nekak čudno sad... ko u nekom bunilu sam... zujo a valjda je to normalno... ipak sam bila tjedan dana na putovanju... točnije, na maturalcu... a kaj reći o tome? bilo je fenomenalno.... i neponovljivo... i super... i super.... naravno da je bilo i incidenata malih, no meni to nije pokvarilo doživljaj.... posjetili smo puno grčkih hramova i muzeja..... bili na Olimpu, na rtu Sounion... Partenon vidli... i još dosta toga, ali ne znam točno kak se zove... tam i natrag putovali smo busom i brodom Superfast... bus je bil super i ekipa isto... bili smo sami u busu, mislim naš razred... svi ostali su bili po 2 razreda.... i naš mi je bus najlepši bil... ali brod... e to je bilo super... mogel bi se s Titanicom usporediti... sve super.... kuhinja, sobe, bazen, disco, blagovaona, igraonica, barovi, divan pogled s palube....ma fenomenalno... party uopće nismo spali, hehe... a ko i bi... svirka na palubi, ludovanje, pjevanje.... ah, ni pijančevanje nesmem pozabiti... ali ok, nije bilo nikaj too much... lud Patras je luka u koju smo došli brodom... a bili smo smješteni u Lampiriju u bungalovima... kako kuuuul cool po 3 smo bili u sobi... bila je i kupaonica.... mala, ali fora.... bez zavjese za tuš kabinu.... uf, poplave... hehe... i tam smo imali bazen, bar, mooooreee... a to naselje mi je bilo tak super... imali smo vlastite male kućice i bili odgovorni za njih... super...a malo više smo se i s drugima spominali... pa čak i s "efačima"... koji uspjeh... beljzubosmijeh imali smo u restoranu doručak i večeru, a ručali smo u gradu negde, pošto nas u to vrijeme nikad nije bilo doma... jedan dan smo u Atenu išli... krenuli smo iz Lampirija u 8.00, a došli navečer poslije 22.... naporan dan je bil... a desilo se nekaj grdo... već smo prije čuli da se u Grčkoj krade i 100x smo bili upozoreni nek si na stvari pazimo.... ipak, nekima su nestale stvari... pa tak i Nataši... no čovječe, za ne vjerovati... sprobavala si je neku majicu, odložila je torbicu s dokumentima na pod (po mojem mišljenju, jao jao...) zatvorenu, a dok ju je uzela u ruke bila je otvorena i bez novčanika... nastala je panika, ali nikaj se nije moglo napraviti više, to je u Grčkoj tak normalno... bang ipak, sve je nekak došlo na svoje, glavno da joj nije nestala putovnica... kupila sam si neke stvari tam... i tak.. nut Grci su inače bez srama, nametljivi..... ne sviđaju mi se... a ni Atena nije nikaj posebno... sva sreća da je društvo bilo super... ipak, nebre se sve riječima opisati... to se treba doživjeti...na povratku smo stali u San Marinu...jako lijep gradić... s puno shopova hehe... partythumbupsmokin tam sam dosta stvari pokupovala... i općenito sam dosta novaca potrošila... iznenadila sam samu sebe.... ipak, vjerojatno mi se takva prilika nebu skoro pružila... možda nikad.... blabla doma smo došli oko pol 3 u noći.... došla doma, malo dojmovi.... i spat... spala sam do 17:30... i još sad mi se spi.... pem začas... evo, tolko od mene za sad... čitamo se... pozzzz... wavewavewave a kaj znači naslov??? nekaj na grčkom, hehe... a vi si mislite....

a evo vam i dio toga kaj se događalo.... ali samo jedan mali djelić...


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srijeda, 19.09.2007.

Us meeting Artem! sretan

ko "Boy meets world"... hehe... ali samo tak zvuči.... nije nikaj slično... wink naša mi je škola uvijek bila draga, nekad malo više, nekad manje... ali uvijek je bilo tu negde... i sve ono kaj sam se žalila na učionicu koju su nam dodijelili, sad pada u vodu, hehe... zakaj??? deadnaughtynut hm... naime, počeli su nam dograđivati školu... a naš razred gleda upravo na gradilište... mislim, nije nekaj posebno gledati samo gradilište, zemlju i sve te kamione.... zanimljivo je gledati ljudove... zubozujonut no, ima ih malo starijih, ali i malo mlađih... a nama (čitaj Nataši i meni) je za oko zapel jedan plavi s crnom kapom, hehe... rolleyes i tak... videl je da gledamo dole, pa je mahnul... hehe... i ja njemu... a jutros (19.09.2007.) nam je poslal pusu, hehe... jao jao... pa kam ide ovaj svijet??? a svi građevinci su skužili, i smijali se... ma nek se smiju... baš kul... hehe, i oni nam mašu već... mahi već smo prvi dan saznale dosta o njemu... Martina ga pozna otprije... ah ah... već nas je slijedeći dan upoznala s njim... naravno, mala frka je bila, ali kaj se mora, nije teško... wink dečko je baš simpatičan... a znate kak se zove???? Artem!!!! a zapravo je iz Rusije... ali sad je tu... no, nebrem sad baš sve detalje, nekaj mora ostati za nas... zujopartysmokin i rekle smo si da slijedeći dan moramo iti k njemu da se spominamo malo... ali kak??? pa sram me, hehe... bangbangbang otišle smo, i Nataša mu je nekaj pripovedala, pa smo otišle, jer je mene primil onaj grozni napadaj smeha... smokinthumbupthumbup otišle smo na sladač na Korzo... mmm... ko bi rekel da je donatella tak fina fino i krenemo poslije opet prema školi, sretnemo Tomeka, pozdravimo ga (ko prave puce) zubowinkyes i krenemo dalje... joj, opet smo došle k njemu... ajde, sad bar oba dve... smokinthumbupparty i spominali se, negde pol vure... wooow, ko bi rekel??? zujosmijeh ma svašta smo si rekli, nekaj doznale o njemu, on o nama.... uglavnom, super... i s još nekim radnicima smo se spominale... ma kaj da velim? sad bumo i po gradilištu počele nahodavati još, hehe... thumbupsmokinnutsmijeh nema veze... nije to nikaj... a imamo i Lubenicu... z velikim L... hehe... cipele... joj... ko lubenice... ma živi smehi... baš nam je zabavno... pita me mama po kaj hodam v školu.... pa gledat ljude, a po kaj? hehe... šala mala... ali bar nije dosadno... i kaj da još velim? desna ruka mi je podivljala, non-stop je v zraku... thumbup a koji je smisao svega toga? upoznavanje novih ljudi... razbijanje vlastitih besmislenih granica i otpuštanje kočnica... malo slobode dobro dojde... evo ga! upoznala sam Rusa... drago mi je kaj sam kak-tak prevladala sram i obogatila se još jednim iskustvom... makar mi je svaki dan jedno novo iskustvo, ovo ipak nije bilo nekaj obično... bar ne za mene... to je mali korak za čovječanstvo, gotovo beznačajan, ali za mene velik i važan... bravo ja... bravo Nataša... i bravo Artem!!! stvarno je super i simpatičan (a i radno vrijeme mu brže prolazi dok se s nama spomina) wink no, tolko od mene za sad... javim se još prije slijedećeg važnog događaja... kojeg? budete vidli u novom postu, a do onda veliki pozdrav svimaaaa!!! sretanbeljzubocoolwinkyesnutpartysmokinthumbupwavesmijehmahzujopjeva

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